Elad23 - Que?
Well... where to start...
The main purpose of this site is as a place to publish some of my thoughts... and try and create some understanding...
I find life a very interesting place... but well... also pretty fucked up... there is no "way" of doing things (even though we like to create rules and think that there is!)... and when things step from outside the norm.... we as a society scorn and poke fun.
So this is me.... outside the norm... - well for a start I talk about my feelings.... and im a man! Now thats outside the norm. But more importantly im going to give people an incite into my little world.... yep its fucked up... but who says life has to be boring?
Hopefully some people reading this and feeling some of the things I have felt over the years will have some comfort that the world is a fucked up place, some people are pretty fucked up also, and actually it might not be you.... but everyone else who is strange! - and maybe you will do things differently as I have made the mistakes already!
Right... on that note where to start.... well this all began when I wrote an open letter to my close friends back in 2007.... so I would start there.... lovingly titled... "OK so I admit it".
Elad :)
Recent posts
19 September 2026
This week has been a pisser of a week to put it bluntly. My first week back at work post op so pretty busy. Some good meetings about mymove.im that I built (for free and expecting nothing in return) to help people find properties on the Isle of Man. Then some more shitty stuff……
10 September 2026
Surgery was supposed to wait until October. Then the surgeon had other ideas. Well, I'm back home in the Isle of Man now—and what a journey it's been. The Plot Twist: It Can't Wait As I mentioned before, I had two procedures lined up: hernia repair and gallbladder removal. I was…
15 August 2026
Now I would be lying if I said I was ok at the minute, as I definitely am struggling and my engineering brain is not just on over drive, its gone fucking full tilt root cause analysis when there is no where near enough data to analyse! My Claude relationship management agent…
27 July 2026
At 43 I ticked over the "£1m in assets" mark. I'd been watching it get closer and closer for years... then the whole mess with my ex happened and I lost track. Money didn't matter much after the break up. I just used it to try and make myself happy — flying all over the place,…
8 June 2026
After last Thursdays post about the funeral... I was super upset that Mark sent me a text a few hours before the funeral to tell me he had not booked the day off, had not kept track of messages and now would not be coming to the funeral as he could not get the day off. I was…
4 June 2026
Its been a nice few weeks of keeping myself occupied… to say the least… A week in Malaga with work, followed by a few days in Budapest for no real reason than because I felt like it and then down to Greece to see John and then a night in Venice – as it was an easy way to get to…
25 May 2026
I don't really do labels. But when someone you really like tells you that what you have together has started to feel more and more like dating, it turns out that's quite a nice thing to hear. So yes. I am dating someone. And I am genuinely happy about that. I will be honest —…
10 April 2026
So... as I am now the apparent "Head of AI" in evil corp... I asked my new friend Claude to take in all the data I have on my relationships; loves; loses... and give me honest feedback.... The input data is: - WhatsApp conversations with specific people - My old existing blog…